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It happened!

It’s Thursday and I leave for work while my wife prepares to meet up with her boyfriend. I didn’t expect it would happen, part of me hoped for it and the other part hoped it wouldn’t happen. He arrived at noon, and they stayed in the apartment until evening. My wife hid the security cameras before he came over because she said she didn’t feel like being watched. I occasionally looked at the app to attempt to hear something but all I heard was music. After they left, she told me all they did was make out and talk, she was toppless though. I decided to stay the night at my brother’s while my wife and her boyfriend came back to stay the night at our place. This time I saw that the security cameras were no longer hidden and I could see our bed. At around 11 at night, they were on the bed making out when I saw them starting to strip. My wife later told me it was her idea. They smoked weed and everything about the night just made her horny. Next thing I notice, he’s eating out my wife. I wat

Anticipation

My wife is meeting her boyfriend for a second time tomorrow. Sadly she still has no clue where to go or what to do, like last time, but she really wants to have sex with him tomorrow. I told her to do it if she feels comfortable. She asked me if I can stay over at a friend’s, just in case.  Last night I watched her have phone sex with him. She touched herself as she described everything she wanted him to do to her, which of course led us to having great sex afterwords.  Now I’m just in a perpetual state of angst waiting to see what happens. 

My Wife’s first meeting with her new Boyfriend

This past Thursday was the first time my wife met with her new boyfriend. It was suppose to happen sooner but issues arose such as his post tour depression and us in the process of buying a house. They had no secure plans in place, so he met my wife at our place while I was at work. I was looking through the security cameras occasionally, until I saw them kissing in the kitchen. I knew to expect a spectrum of emotions, but didn’t know exactly how it would happen or how to deal with it. At first it was just curiosity, then horniness, then anger and sadness, joy, lust. Listening to my wife moan and whimper as they kissed was extremely erotic. She was wearing the underwear I bought her for this occasion and a dress that showed plenty of cleavage. I also watched her place with his hair, he has long hair like most guys into metal. I use to have long hair before joining the army and watching her play with his hair was more intimate than the kissing. I don’t know why, maybe because I no longe

Contacting her Ex

 Before she became infatuated with her boyfriend, my wife told me she reached out to her ex. This was a guy that she was on and off with for over seven years. She always went back to him because she said she loved him and the sex was the best she ever had. The issue was that he was a slacker and didn’t progress in life.  She was hoping he would be done for sex. She already had a relationship with him, she thinks she can trust him and he can go for rounds, plus he has a large penis. So it would be a perfect. Sadly he said he was in a commuted relationship at the moment which is what led my wife to her new man.  I don’t know what I would have preferred a past lover, or someone new. I guess either way would have it’s advantages and disadvantages. She did say that if he ever becomes free, she’s contacting him again. 

Her New Boyfriend

 My wife finally decided she wants to take the leap. She told me that if she were to sleep with someone else she would want to wait for the right guy. A guy that can give her things I can’t, like for instance a love of music.  My wife has a decent following on her social media accounts, and she loves having admirers. For the last year a guy has been sending short messages and leaving comments about how he loves what she does and he would love to get to know her. A month ago my wife took the bait and got hooked. Since then she’s constantly talking to him, just yesterday she was talking on the phone with him for hours and sent him some erotic topples pictures.  He’s a guitarist on tour with a metal band in Europe right now. My wife has always had a thing for musicians. He’s coming back in two weeks and my wife plans to meet him in person when he arrives. There are no set plans as of yet, and she doesn’t know if anything will happen. But yesterday on the phone he was telling her all the t

Telling her Friend

I told my wife about my fantasies, my thoughts, and my urges as they occurred. For years I’ve been telling her that I love her past, and I love the idea of her having new experiences with other men. But I’ve also told her how conflicted I feel with these emotions. She decided to reach out to a former coworker of hers, to tell him about our situation. Apparently he knows all about the hotwife and cuckold world, through Reddit. Luckily he tells her they’re normal thoughts.  A few weeks later they go to a concert together. My wife has a bit too much to drink and I send her a picture of her breasts with a caption “I hope to see these covered in another man’s cum one day”. She shows the picture to her friend and that’s the first time during our relationship that she’s done anything like that.  A few weeks after that, I do a photoshoot with my wife, something we do occasionally. I set up the empty room with studio lighting and use my camera to take risqué photos of my wife in lingerie, and i

An underrated book

“No man has ever loved a woman and not imagined her in the arms of someone else.  I repeat the sentence not only for the pleasure it gives me… I repeat it as a categorical, unwavering truth, though I fully expect it to be contradicted. You will sooner get a man to give away his money than admit he longs to give away his wife. (Or better still - for we are dealing, if only we’d come clean about it, in nothing but degrees of good - to have his wife give away herself.)   Of course imagining is not the same as longing; what you see in your mind’s distempered eye you might not welcome in your heart. But then again you might. What else is imagination for if not to lure the heart away from safety? Here’s a simple test for husbands: Do I fear another man is ducking my wife or do I hope another man is fucking my wife? And of the two, which do I prefer? Take as much time as you need to think about it. Close your eyes. Do a little picturing of the scene. You are filled with dread, of course. But